Well need to procrastinate homework soooo. yeah. some bum named Maddie got me hooked on south park, but i can't watch it right now cuz I'm using my dads work computer cuz i don't have my own computer and the desktop i usually use is START UP DISK FULL crap and yeah. My moomma and dad don't approve south park. So yeah.
And today I had a nervous break down. Lets just say that my brain was about to implode and homework and money and arguments.
I woke up this morning hoping to go to the mall to pick up something that i needed at store. but sister had to write two papers and mom & dad were busy bees. so i decided to get ready anyway. I then decided to wear shorts and a tshirt to rebel against winter. its gon on long enough and I'm tired of it so it is spring an DO NOT TELL ME OTHERWISE. so i realized that i had a ton of homework to do so i got that stuff out and went into the basement to work on it on the computer cuz teachers no longer accept work unless it comes through the compute. but emipoop was watching american horror story down there so i went upstairs to eat fooooood. I go back down there later to work again wen emipoop was in her room, BUT, emipoop stole the keyboard (cuz her laptop's keyboard is broken so she has to plug one in separate, but we do not have an extra so she stole the one i need since she broke the only extra.)
I go upstairs to tell parental guidance about this but instead screaming. arguments and all that jazz erupted and caused nervous breakdown in basement and more nervous break downs
And for an hour, i was curled up in a ball in the corner of my basement in front of a mirror with tears streaming down my face questioning why so much shit has happened to me within th last two years. no longer. ever since. ever since i came to this wreched school.
Third grade (my first year at ASCA)
dad looses job first time. i get diagnosed with juneville type 1 diabetes. teacher bullying my sister. bad friend group where i was honestly quite a bithc.
new friend, still wrong friend group. ignore war is good. dad gets new job. dad looses new job.
finally right friends except for one. friend court. health issues with sister.
no friends in new class. lonely dad gets job at start up company. family drama continues. more health issues with me and sister.
baaad class. yay friends. major bad health stuff with mom. mom has four surgeries in th year alone. health issues continuer. dad looses job. friend drama with sister
schoolwork overload. finally friends. mom has more surgeries. dad get job again. low money stuff. family members pass. family drama. sister drama. secrets. health issues. stress. anxiety.
im gonna go now though cuz i think I'm getting worked up again. goodbye.